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Dark Hole

                                                Sometimes
                                                I feel like
                                                I'm falling.
                                                Falling in this
                                                Dark, dark hole.
                                                Deeper and deeper.
                                                Faster and faster
                                                So black.
                                                So alone.
                                                Can't stop it.
                                                So sad.
                                                Overwhelming feelings
                                                Imminent to crush me..
                                                To drown me..
                                                To choke me..
                                                Trying to ignore
                                                These feelings.
                                                To fight them.
                                                To stop myself
                                                From falling deeper
                                                And deeper
                                                Into that dark
                                                Black hole.
                                                So hard to stop.
                                                So hard to think
                                                Of something positive.
                                                So easy to just
                                                Let go.
                                                To just close
                                                My eyes.
                                                To just keep
                                                Falling.
                                                Ever and ever again
                                                I climb out of
                                                This hole,
                                                This dark black hole,
                                                Fighting back
                                                These feelings
                                                Of sadness,
                                                Of loneliness,
                                                Of self-abandonment..
                                                Needing so much strength.
                                                Getting harder and harder
                                                Each time.
                                                Becoming weaker and weaker
                                                Each time.
                                                Will i make it at all
                                                Next time?!?!

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